Mr. Hufnagl asked me how I’ve changed in the year since I’ve left Harker. I paused, then told him something about how I’ve become more motivated and open, but really I wanted to throw myself into his arms and sob and say I’m afraid I’ve become more superficial and cruel and I’ve taken so many steps away from the person I wanted to be, was climbing up to be, when I was at Harker, and I miss that idealistically ambitious girl who just wanted to be a good person. I am not happy with the person I think I’ve become. But I didn’t say any of that to him; how do you look at someone who believes in you and has always supported you and thinks you’re a good person and confess that you don’t know what you are anymore?